Kebahagiaan adalah satu keadaan yang dirasai di dalam dirinya, iaitu ketenangan hati, kelapangan data, kerehatan otak dan keselesaan perasaan.

2008
24 August

UTP Convocation Part 1

 by abrak

Ends.

With joy, with silence.

Bergerak dari Kerteh together with Azhani, pickup Diana at Kemaman and pickup Husna and Shima at Kelana Jaya. Its been a nice ride. Maklum la si Azhani yang drive saja. I’ve offered to drive but then she said that she feels like driving. Thanks a lot! Tak la letih aku.

At UTP, I’ve spent a lot of time at convosquare. Meeting lot of friends for few seconds each just to say hi. Didn’t really have time to hang out for a very long time as everyone has their own agenda. And I really don’t have anyone to company me all day. (Bukan VIP pon kan)

I managed to buy 2 piece of PETRONAS collared t-shirt which I longing for a very long time. They are not selling the apparel during last year convofair. Last two years, I’m just too late to grap even one.

Till then, I’l continue later insyaAllah. Hopefully with pics.

2008
22 August

Bersyukur

 by abrak

Zaman kecilku, aku hidup dalam keadaan yang agak kekurangan. Tidaklah sampai daif yang tidak cukup makan pakainya. Tapi tidaklah semewah mana untuk dinikmati.

Mengayuh kaki untuk ke pekan itu suatu kebiasaan, berbeca pulang pula satu kenikmatan. Kurang letihnya kaki bila sudah berada di atas beca itu, memang menggembirakan.

Rata-rata jiran tetangga semuanya begitu. Namun tidak ada keluhan atau rungutan yang menyusul. Semua bagai bersyukur dengan apa yang ada. Hidup aku tidak pernah terdetik untuk meminta berlebih-lebih. Benar-benar aku rasa ketenangan.

Kini, taraf hidup telah meningkat ke satu tahap yang lebih baik. Alhamdulillah. Kebanyakan orang disekelilingku juga mempunyai taraf hidup yang agak tinggi. Tapi, aku terasa semakin banyak mendengar dengus desah, keluh kesah. Aku pun tidak tahu apa yang dikeluhkan.

Nak dikatakan tak cukup, sudah lengkap rasanya. Berkereta kemana-mana. Gaji tak kurang ribuan. Tapi masih ada saja yang diomelnya.

Mungkin kurang rasa syukur itu. Semoga aku masih mampu bersyukur dengan apa yang aku ada.

Tetap, aku musykil dengan gelagat orang yang disekeliling. Tak semuanya begitu, tapi sangat jelas di sesetengahnya.

Musykil aku musykil.

2008
28 July

Birthday, Life, Love

 by abrak

First of, I would like to thank everyone who wish me for my birthday few days back.

THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

On 26th, I accompany my parents to have a visit to their friend’s house at Ipoh (Tambun to be exact). On the side ‘mission’, I went to Jusco to shop for a travel bag and clothes (as I need it).

All these years, I don’t have any travel bag. I always just pack my things either in box or just dump it like that. I also feel the need of some new clothes as my clothes are mostly already worn.

New Cloth

But I just bought two pants and a shirt. No bag that suite me (either too expensive or not suitable for my usage).

Lastly, I bought my bag at local shopping complex.

Travel bag - top

Travel bag - whole

I did this questionnaire after see it at Mira’s post.

I love to do this kind of questionnaire, especially from Tickle. The outcome can answer a lot of question about yourself, if you ever wonder. It can be true, but how true? It can be false, but into what extend? What are you doing to maintain the good it says? What are you doing to overcome all the weakness it reveal?

But then, some of them is just for fun. But how fun is it anyways? As for me, it holds a lot of deep meaning even it seems so funny or like making fun of yourself.


Your Love Song Is


Thankyou by Dido

“And I want to thank you for giving me

The best day of my life

Oh, just to be with you is having

The best day of my life.”

It’s all good, as long as you’re in love.

What Love Song Are You?

I don’t know what relates me to this song, but I definitely like few songs from Dido. Stan, Here With Me, Life For Rent and Thank You is in the list too.

2008
26 July

Sketch, Memory

 by abrak

Few days back, I’ve been cleaning my things. I need to decide which to keep and which to throw away and which to bring together, just to minimize my things to left at home before I left for Kerteh. The reason is, if I didn’t do so, my mom will simply throw all my things.

It happen once to my sister. Mom said, “Laaa, ingatkan dah tak guna. Buat semak rumah saja.” Yeah, can’t blame her. It’s not her belonging and she doesn’t value those things much. It is surely different for my sis (or me for my belongings). Kesian my sis. *Sob sob*.

Going through my things, I didn’t really find anything to throw away. Everything is in the form of a compile of books, papers and papers. Even you might say its just “papers”, but it has a lot of memory, a good one. To be at least.

The Child Me

For example is the drawing above. Er, its not really a drawing laaa. Just some sketch and its not a good one which I create during my high school.

I know its nothing special (for you!), but not for me definitely (aiyoo, berapa kali nak cakap ni). It is some prove that I was born to be an artist (amboi, exegarating!) but destine not to be in the field. Just kid.

The reality is, the sketch somehow remind me of my school-hood. My memory during my high school. It hold a lot of it. I can even remember where I sketch it, how it feels that time and a lot more.

Here another sketch.

The One and Me

2008
24 July

Dotted Clean Template

 by abrak

Template

All these while, I’ve been changing free template for my site. I try to find template that best suite me, but none stick for long. There always be something that I feel wrong about.

Finally, I’ve created one template for myself. This template is not finish yet. I have a lot more to add but the basic is there. As time goes by, I’ll refine this template and add lot more features.

I didn’t test all functionality for this template as I just code this template last night. If any of you ever find something wrong with my site, just let me know. Really appreciate that.

Oh, I named this template Dotted Clean because it has a lot of dotted line and I think its clean enough. =)

Totally new

In case you wonder where goes all my previous content and so so, I think its time for me to start a new life. I just feel so, don’t bother to ask why :P

This is toward a better me and bla bla bla.

Anyway, the content is still available here.